Tuesday, September 13, 2005

i'm so inspired

Current state of mind: inspired
Music playing in d backgrnd: "luv dun cost a thing ( rj schyard remix)" by j.lo feat fat joe

I feel so sleepy but I dun wanna waste d dae away by going back to sleep.
I juz came back frm hving my lunch @ d market nearby.
I had rice w/ limpa (cow’s liver), sambal goreng, telor asen (salted duck egg) n asam pedas gravy.
Wat a heavy lunch… no wonder I’m so sleepy.
I went alone cos ivan wuz to go out to town to meet up w/ anwari I think.
After makan, I dev d pix Amanda burned for me in a disc.
Pix of d new yr party, farewell party 2005, outing to sentosa, her grad dae part, sushi @ sake sushi, clubbing @ momo, etc.
Bought a new extendable metallic pole to hang clothes.
Our previous dropped to ground floor frm d height of 19th floor.
If d pole wuz human, it’d hv been dead.
N bought a can of starch for hardening d collars of our shirts when ironing them.
I’m so particular bout collars being “hard” after I entered NS.
I also bought a “music book”.
It’s meant to write scores in it cos It comes w/ musical scales.
but I’m juz gonna make it as a scrap book to paste all those misc lyrics which I write when I get inspired esp when I’ve so much anger or hate dat’s bottled up in me.
Yesterdae I wuz inspired to write one cos I wuz inspired by 2 issues.

gwen stefani. I finally bought dat album of hers which is purely her solo effort, not w/ her band, no doubt. Many of her tracks hv mentions of japan, harajuku, Tokyo. I juz cant wait to go 2 japan in apr nxt yr which will b d one-weel break after my passing-out-parade b4 settling down to d stn I’ll be posted to. I always had d dream to go to japan since I wuz a kid. So fascinated by d fashion, lifestyle, wackiness, mambo-jambo of d ppl of there.

I wuz watching yesterdae’s episode of america’s nxt top model. The task of d remaining 7 contestants wuz to represent d 7 deadly sins individually. But d coolest thing wuz dat they had to be in a casket n be buried deep inside d burial hole. How much “cooler” cant dat be? I’m so into gothic stuff n old castle charm nowadays. I juz luv d mysteries n gothicness of these kinda stuff. I even paint my fingernails black. Must d influences of my chemical romance, good charlotte n d gang.

So here’s wat I wrote last nite…it’s juz a draft.

I feel so inspired
After listening to her
She n her harajuku gals
Inspired to do anything
Anything dat pleases me
Anything dat makes me happy

I’m so proud of myself
Proud of who I am
N d things I have
Things dat I like
Like dead corpses n a haunted castle
Things dat others dun like
Dat makes me diff frm d rest

I wanna take a photo in a coffin
Imagine… how I look when I’m dead
Maybe appear in my chemical romance’s video
It must be cool
N see how it goes
So long n gd nite….